Never mind the blood; dig deeper.

I’m so overwhelmed by so many emotions that I have opted to go with the most prevalent: rage. I am goddamned livid right now. And it’s only because I don’t know how to fucking cope with anything and I never try to cope with anything and I let little stresses get the better of me.

I just want to feel like someone gives a goddamn about me, but between everyone I hang out with only liking me because of my tits and Spooner only wanting to use the hell out of me (frustration I’m not going to go into, what I just said was highly rude and overstated considering my current demeanor), I feel like I don’t fucking matter at all. I’m FRUSTRATED.

Fuck. I’ll get this all out later when I’m not swimming in a pool of ire.